Monday, January 6, 2014

undoing my first resolution

I should be thrilled.  I have already accomplished one of my goals for the year.
HOMEMADE BREAD

I ground my own flour, used coconut oil and honey, and finally put my second hand Bosch to work (obviously I do not buy in to the Gluten is Evil philosophy, unless you are allergic to it of course).  None of my kids have any sensitivity to gluten so bread is a valuable staple being underused at our house.  To increase the nutritional value of their bread intake I proudly did a first.  I do not remember ever making homemade bread in my 22 happily married years.

It was GOOD.  Too good unfortunately.  In less than 12 hours I have consumed, all by myself, at least half (possibly more) of one very large loaf, complete with butter and honey.   Considering bread hasn't played a role much in my diet for the last several years (I am not a growing teenage boy, and am still carrying the same 10 pounds I have been trying to shed for those bread-less years) , not to mention butter, this addition of irresistible bread is not a good thing. It's like a primal instinct to eat that bread.  It's like a childhood memory. 
But if I can't gain any control, the bread goal will be revoked.  Wish me luck.

If I could just think like James, it would be so much easier.
     "Homemade whole wheat bread?  Sounds disgusting."


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